nov 20 2025 / started my training with this new company. feeling okay about the decision. there may have been an even worse decision so, im okay.

nov 08 2025 / don't u get just a tiny bit desperate into having even just a minute sense of desire in forging some form of meaning into this world?

nov 03 2025 / i have a lot of forgotten memories and sometimes, i am surprised by a sudden remembrance. i want to keep these old things

oct 24 2025 / i keep having these dreams of pilgrimages. i know that i have reached the end once but the knowledge of what lies there escapes me. also, today's dream is the only one that i walk with someone else - two old friends.

oct 23 2025 / ill get you back, mornings

oct 22 2025 / im spending waaay too much time in townsmen game trying to build a good town for it to only look this bad man.

oct 20 2025 / i am 6 episode in in mushishi and this is proving slightly depressing (and yet still hopeful, truly a slice of life)

oct 18 2025 / had a dream of buying books again from a second hand shop. old classmates' faces resurfaces to memory.

oct 17 2025 / writing feels both like a salvation and a suffocating thing somehow.

oct 16 2025 / come on companies employ me fucccc.

oct 15 2025 / the apartment feels less suffocating once the clutter in the small balcony has been cleared up. almost feels like we have a new room.